Boring Weekend

Sobrang boring ng weekend ko. As in super duper mega over to the max to the nth level.

Naluha na nga ako ng suman sa kakaiyak sa boredom.

Ito ang naging ebedensyah. :B

BABALA: Ang sumusunod na lengwahe ng bedyo ay nasa Cebuano. Good luck!

Teach me how to DOGGY basta habulin mo ko

Guess who? :)

Marina Meets Remington

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Ang boring diba? :)

Totoo! Peksman!

Korek!

Hindi porke't ganito ang pagmumukha ko, 

eh, bagong laya na ako sa rehab

o adik sa katol

o humihit-hit ng rubbing alcohol kung bored

o malakas lumamon!

Matino po akong tao at walang bahid ng kabaliwan. 

Oo! Totoo!:p

Bilibitornat!

Bilibitornat, kung darating ang panahon na makakasalamuha nyo ko, di mo aakalaing may planu pa rin akong maging isang magaling na Physics teacher. Note, isa ako sa pinaka-strikto sa loob ng klase nung Student Teacher pa ako.

Sa kengkoy kong 'to, iisipin mong ang kaya ko lang gawin ay magbungis-ngis sa loob ng klase pero noooo.. Terror ako sa loob. Pero paglabas ko, syempre, barkada na tayo.

'yan ang planu. Maging isang dakilang hollywood actor and model guro sa Pisika. Pero dahil nga may bucketlist akong tinatapos bago maging 25, isinantabi ko muna ang planung yan. Hindi naman sa walang planu, pero pause muna tayo dyan.

Ako ang klase ng tao na walang paki sa social confirmity or standards. Para sa akin, ang importante, totoong masaya ka sa ginagawa mo at pinapanindigan mo ang 'yong mga desisyon. You don't need to fit into a cookie moulder that the society has set up for a particular role. I don't really give shit on what people think or say against me. They can judge me all they want. I will not falter.

Sanay na ako kutyain, husgahan at pintasan ng mga hindi nakakakilala sakin. Paki ko sa kanila. Alam ko naman kung anong totoo, bat ako masasaktan? Wala akong obligasyon na ipaliwanag ang sarili ko. Liban nlng kung ako ang gumahasa o ama ng iyong dinadala nagkasala.

Bahala na silang maghusga. Basta ako masaya.

dba mas masaya makitang napapatunayan mong mali pala ang inisip nila? Ü 

Just another day.

Babala: Sobrang EMO. ewwwww.. lol




When I was a kid, October 09 was a very significant date for me. I grew up thinking that all my dreams and wishes come true on this day, every year. I feel like every October 09 comes, Daddy God and all the angels smile at me. I feel like they shower me with good vibes and blessings on this day only.

But as time pass, I slowly realize that dreams are but pinches of reality caught in the magic swirl of playful thoughts in my head. Dreams slowly turn to false hope and wishes turn to what-if's and if-only's. I did not realize it but I already started killing the kid in me.



You see me smiling, laughing my ass out, cracking jokes like I have a bagful, but you don't see the baggage I keep everyday. I do this not to pretend but to convince myself that I'm not affected. Everyday is a battle, with less support and understanding from people you thought they have your back. That's why I contemplate and puff this deadly smoke of volatile pleasure.



This year wasn't any different. Months before this day come, another set of "dreams" and "wishes" rush my mind. Sometimes, I fall out of energy thinking of the excitement this day might bring. But as always, I fail.


I knew this would happen. But I went ahead of myself and thought positively. My head flew out of my wits. Planned my reunion with the beach and have my first mark on my body. I thought, 'this day, everything will go as planned.' But it didn't.

Instead, it went into the abyss and back. I stood up in front of the candle yard on the church, thinking that this day could not get any worst. A feel a dark cloud creeping into my eyes ready to pour into dry stricken land. But I felt a tug of positive energy, a ray of light radiating warming energy shooing the clouds away and reassuring eyes that tell me everything will be okay because I'm here. I smiled back, hugged my angel and went forward. Aqui saved my day.


The thought of having a piece of me in an angel warms my heart. Aqui always saves my day. I sometimes think of giving up and walking away from all the chaos of the world but as always Aqui saves my day. He always does and I guess he'll always will.


As I look back, I thank Daddy Jess for this day. The day when reality slaps me like hell but leaves a small spot for dreams to come true. I thank Daddy Jess for another year, another year to wander, live life and continue with my adventures. I don't wish material gifts but lessons. That's why I thank him for giving me more opportunities to grow and improve myself. I just hope he'd go easy on the trials. I thank him for the gift of family, of friendship, of life.


October 09 will still be a day to look forward but the enthusiasm is not that big anymore. I think I grew out on all the 'dreams' already. I guess that's what happens when you grow of age. You become tired of all the games. I know the kid in me hasn't grown up yet. He's still there. I wish he's there.

Inked | Si Pawpaw, ang pawikang gala.

Tattoo is a form of body art made by inserting ink into a layer of our skin by the use of needles yun klaseng ginagamit sa pananahi. Others see having a tattoo as an offense to the sanctity of our body, others find it as an outlet of art.



Iba-iba talaga ang opinyon nga mga tao tungkol sa tattoo. Eh anong paki ko sa opinyon nila?! People will always have something to say. Always.



Eversince nung bata pa ako (hindi pa naman ako gaano katanda), hati ang kalooban ko tungkol sa pagkakaroon ng tattoo. Meron kasing iba na nagpapatattoo for the sake of having one at meron din namang iba na may meaning. Lumaki kasi akong open ang mga tao sa bahay sa paksang to. I always wanted to have one. Kung saan, o anong design, d ko pa talaga alam.


Sabi nila ang sobrang sakit daw magpalagay ng tattoo. Syempre, try mo kayang iinternalize na tinutusuk-tusok ka na ng karayom na de-makina. di ka naman si superman. Pero never akong natakot sa idea. Tingin ko dapat ready at set na expectations mo para di gaanong masakit. (I thought wrong, joke).


Kaya nung malapit na ang kaarawan ko, fixed na talaga ang mind ko. I'm going to get INKED. As to the design, I have 2 things in mind - jellyfish at pawikan. Jellyfish, kasi para sakin, it symbolizes being free-spirited at syempre, dagat. Pero ang babaw. Kaya, go na ang pawikan.


Bilang pagdiriwang sa ika-18th birthday, naisip kong lakasan ang bayag loob ko't ituloy na ang plinaplano. Ready na ang lahat. Bayad - check. Cheerleaders (June, Tabian at Maldito) - check. Pain-reliever (tanduay 65) - check. Mindset - check. Design - check. Kaya, sinimulan na ang tusukan.


Nung una, inuunahan na ako ng utak ko sa sakit. Pero after a few seconds, na-realize kong tolerable lang ang pain. Explain ng tattoo artist ko na tolerable lang talaga ang pain sa parte na pinaglagyan ko. It stings, tickles but the over-all experience was enlightening. Ewan ko pero I enjoyed the pain. I enjoyed how it has a way of making me relax and calm. dalawang baso lang ata ang nainum ko nung una. Pero eventually, uminom na ako sa 2nd set kasi nabagot na ako. 


Ako lang sana yun magpapatira pero kinonvince ko si Tabian na magpalagay na rin kasi andoon na kami, kaya spur of the moment go na. Si Maldito, ang inggiterong palaka (ang totoo, madali siyang na-convince kasi tipsy na) :)

Artists: Joel and Ann Savage, Cebu
Photo taken by June Ann Bolneo
**Nagrequest pala si tabian na takpan ko daw ang mukha nya.
Baka daw kasi istalk siya ng mga fans. Ambisyosa! peace :D

si Crush, ang pawikang gala | + 10.08.11

..parang pawikan.

Gusto kong galugarin ang karagatan,

tumuklas ng mga bagong lugar at karanasan. 

Gusto kong makilala ang mundo, at

makihalubilo sa makukulay na tao.

Pagkatapos ng paglalakbay, ibig kong bumalik sa akong tahanan;

sa lugar kung saan nananatili ang aking puso, noong sa simula pa man.

Credits to Ann Savage Tattoo for imortalizing Crush. :)

walang iwanan.

April 2010 | Camotes Island, Cebu

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Tayong dalawa, magkasama sa lakwatsa.

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Pang-joiners sa pakontes ni idol bulakbolero.

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Say Whut?!

So what's the matter to that right? 


'yan lang ang masasabi ko sa kung sinong engot ang nasulat nito. Nahawa na tuloy ako kay ate. Nabasa ko lang sa isang post ng barkada ko sa FB. Dumugo ang ilong ko sa kakatawa. Hala, bahala na kayong humusga. Pag na gets nyo na, paki-summarize nalang please. **evil grin**

Dear Diary, 

We' ve been friends for a long time ago. We come from the same alma mother. Actually, our paths crossed one time on another. But it's only now that I gave him a second look. I realized that beauty is in the eyes. The pulpbits of my heart went fast, really fast. Cute pala siya. And then, he came over with me. He said, "I hope you don't mine. Can I get your number?" Nag-worry ako. What if he doesn't give it back? He explained naman na it's so we could keep intact daw. Sabi ko, "Connect me if I'm wrong, but are you asking me ouch?" "The!?!!??". .. ang sarcastic na sagot nya. Aba! The verb! Parang siya pa ang galit! Persona ingrata!!! Ang kapal niya! I cried buckles of tears. Na-guilty yata siya. Sabi niya, isipin mo na lang na this is a blessing in the sky. Irregardless daw of his feelings, we should go ouch na rin. Now, we're so in love. Mute and epidemic na ang past. Thanks God we swallowed our fried. Kasi, I'm 33 na and I'm running our time. After 2 weeks, he plopped the question. "Will you marriage me?" I'm in a state of shocked. Kasi mantakin mo, when it rains, it's four! This is true good to be true. So siyempre, I said yes. Love is a many splendor. Pero nung inaayos ko na ang aming kasal, everything swell to pieces. Nag-di-dinner kami noon nang biglang sa harap ng aming table, may babaeng humirit ng, "Well, well, well. Look do we have here." What the fuss! The nerd ng babaeng yon! She said they were still on. So I told her, whatever is that, cut me some slacks! I didn't want this to get our hand kaya I had to sip it in the bud. She accused me of steeling her boyfriend. As is!!! I don't want to portrait the role of the other woman. Gosh, tell me to the marines! I told her, "Please, mine you own business!" Who would believe her anyway? Dahil it's not my problem anymore but her problem anymore, tumigil na rin siya ng panggugulo. Everything is coming up daisies. I'm so happy. Even my boyfriend said liketwice. He's so supportive. Sabi niya, "Look at is this way. She's our of our lives." Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

Sincerely yours,

Maning

Inday's cousin

Nakatawa mang isipin pero  sadyang may mga tao talagang pilit na nag-iingles para lang tawaging sosyal. Sure kahanga-hanga ang confidence level nila. Audience impact kung audience impact. Ngunit, para sa kin para maiwasang makotya o mapuna, wag nalang sanang pilitin kung hindi naman kaya. Kung kaya namang buong loob na tanggapin ang feedback (pasitib o negatib) ng mga tao, then by all means. Sa paraang yan, matuto tayong bumangon at mas gumaling pa.


Ewan ko, sa totoo lang, hati ang kalooban ko sa paksang to. Personally, I see this as an area to improve on if ever. Sure we get embarassed by our mistakes but the lessons we'll learn are far more important than pride.


Kaya kudos kay ate for being so bold. Pasalamat nalang siyang di kami friends, kasi pag nagkataon, siguradong isang masarap at matinding friendly batok ang makukuha nya sakin. amp. >:B

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